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^EVERYTHING ARE CHANGES WITHOUT ME KNOWING^

LISTEN TO DIS SONGGGGG... like this song since i watching innocent man..

hohoho

hello n assalamualaikum..hmmm..lame gile x update en blog ni kan..almost 5 months i think..hehe..bkn ape..sem ni rsenye sem yng paling BZ..di awal sem smpaila now..still got esaimen yng x sudah2..ni ade lgi 2 tasks yng not completed..but i know...i can endure it..hehe..tp nk start tu punye la susah..if da start..ok la..

next week da final exam..OMG!!!cpt gile mase...n guess wat..??ade 6 bulan lg ntuk finish study...how SAD...sad ke..??ehehehe..bkn pe..sbb mostly orng ckp..time study la time yng pling seronok..n actually deep in my heart..i admit that..ni sume sbb LI punye pasl..hehehe..nape ek..??sbb doesn't have time for myself..asyik tunggu weekend jek..huhhuhu...ye la..sbb nk cuti..if not..bgn pagi...g keje..keje..n balik keje..makan..then dok dlm bilik..prepare nk tido..n repeat, repeat n repeat the same routine for 5 days..urhhh..bosan gile...

hmm..pe lagi nk cite ek...actually..so many happens to me this semester..but i think..thats not important..wat important is..the experience...n sume yng berlaku..ade hikmah dsebaliknya..so im not regretting that..probably..there's something good waiting for me..im eager to know wat will happen..but..wat i can do just waiting patiently..sometimes..if alone..ade gak terpikir..tp..rasa cm lawak gile..xdela crying cm dulu punye kes..hahahahaha...ok2 enough for that laughing..but serious..bile pikir balik..adoyaii...it will make me smileeeeee and laughhhhh =)

i think..thats all for this entry..bnyk sngt merapu nnt x best plak..kui3..daaaa...c ya for the next entry....

suddenly..

ok..ari ni as usual kt ofis..dont know wat 2 do..SV ak pegi proton city kt tanjung malim..pe lagi..meeting..

lagi sorng SV pegi meeting ngn vendor kt seksyen 23..ak xikut sbb nnt isau diorunk balik lmbt..

so..kt line ak ni..just ak sorng je kt meja..nk sembang pown xde geng..huhu..saddd...

lagu raya tngh berkumandang kt ofis ni..teke lagu sape..??hehe..opkos my peberet artiste..Dato' Siti Nurhaliza Taruddin..hehhehe..

actually tetibe menaip kt en blog ni sbb...

errrrrr...

sbb tetibe teringt kt bende lepas..xsngka ak da lalui sume tu..rasa cm baru je naek degree..

upenye..there are so many things yng da lepas..rase cm xcaye..

kalau dulu..die nye feel laen..skunk feel laen..dulu feel ikut je floww..tp skunk feel kene pikir betul2 dulu b4 wat keputusan..xley ikut kata hati sngt..

if willing to take a risk..go on..aslkan don't let hati n perassan yng control ourself..its really DANGER...

b4 cont ngn entry ni..nk minak maap jap sbb 

entry kali ni emo sikit..hehehe..

rasa cm nk nangis pown ade..kalau dulu rasa cm happy..seronok..n doesn't to think longer to do wat i wanna do and so on..tp now..all this thing change..

sbb bila it comes to heart..mmng susah...haih..kalau ade orng bace entry ni mesti ckp ak jiwang..but this is my feeling rite now..sorry..

ak rasa ak still ade ***l kt *&()^&..tp ak xboleh..i cant do this..tp sumetimes bile teringt balik..i told myself..dis is my experience..

haih..x selalu pown teringt..tp kalau alone tuu..bnyk gila potensi nk teringt balik..

kadang2 wat biasa je..but actually..still rase lgi sikit2..

even xtunjuk tp...entahlahh..

teman2 rapat jek yng tau..nk thanks kt diorunk sbb bnyk tolong ak..

if diorunk xde..cmne la ak kann..huhu..

still xsedar kowt..

ini pown lesson kt ak gak..member2 tu sngt penting..

jngn ketepikan nasihat diorunk sbb diorunk pikir 

ntuk kebaikan sume..bkn ntuk kebaikan diri sendiri..

tp the most important is..

pikir dulu sblum wat ape2..

pikir the good side and bad side..x rugi pown...

n jngn biarkan hati n perasaan control diri..

kalau x..susah nk buang balik..

oklah..nnt ak update lg..soryy ya for this emo entry...

p/s: still confuse n xpasti..huhu

current obsession...obses ke..??

hai assalamualaikum...sambil nk tunggu balik umah..update en blog ni jap..ok today as usual..nothing interesting kt tmpt keje..just melangut n if fell sleepy..tersengguk2 kt table..heee..

current obsession..ha..tngk resipi..tengok je..tp xtau wat ke x..

rasa mcm nk wat bile blk umah kt kelantan nnt..suddenly je kan minat nk memasak..

padahl before this punye la liat kalau bab2 masuk dapur ni...

actually tertarik ngn puding caramel..thats my favorite ok..kalau ade je puding caramel tuu..

hati melonjak2 kegembiraan..n guess wat..

nnt blk umah kt kelantan...nk wat puding caramel ni..hehehe..

lagi nk wt paprik..taucu...n bnyk lgi lah..tp xtau la kan kalau harapan tinggal impian..

almaklumlah..bulan2 puasa ni sume nk wat..

bile da raya...xsmpt pown nk wat bnde2 d atas..

sbb bz ngn juadah yng lagi best...

hehehe..ok lah..nnt kalau ak wat puding tu nnt..

insyaAllah akn diupload dicni..hehehe..

c u sooonnnn..

p/s : pandai ke ak wat sume ni..hahaha...

suatu ketika dahulu..

ok..assalamualaikum..kerap nau ak update plak en blog ni..hehehe..bkn ape..just nk share jek..hehehe..xde keje lg so far..so rajin la sikit kannn...

nk cite psl mlm ni..ak g ikut mak cik ak solat terawikh kt surau..tp ak x solat (paham2 je la nape ye)..then..nk jadikan cite..mlm ni ramai plak kids yng dtng solat..alhamdulillah..kire ok la kann..kecik2 da ajar solat terawikh...tp there is a boy..die follow kakak die solat..n teka die dok kt mne..??die dok sebelah ak..budak ni mmng cutee....comeyyy gila..kira cute la kan sbb ak yng x berapa mesra ngn budak pown ley ckp cm2..die dok la next to me kt belakang.. then..finish 2 rakaat solat terawikh..n tiba2 ade makcik kt depan 2 ckp.."comel nye budak ni..anak ea...???" oh noooo...die ley ckp budak 2 anak ak..huh..at that time..i just thinking..."ak ni da tue ke..??" huhuhu...ak pown jwpla.."eh..xdelah..ni adik bdk2 kt depan ni.."phewww...seb bek la...ak cukup pantang kalau bnde2 cmni trjadi kt ak..classamate pnggil ak 'kak' pown ak xbg..ni kan plak jd mak orng...huuuu...cannot imagine that...bnde bkn sekali ni je jd..ade lagi kt tmpat keje n time ckp tepon...

ok ni je lakot for ari ni..rase ngntuk plak..heee...bye..=)

kui3..

assalamualaikum..hehhe..today quite hepy sbb yesterday my lec for my practical training datng wat evaluation...tp nk jdkn cite..it a long story and ak kelam kabut gile..dngn network coverage yng ntah pape..its not that my area kt ceruk kg..tp maxis wat hal semalm..thougt that my phone's problem..tp bile cek ngn member2..dorunk pown have same prob..poor me..huh..

ok back to the story..my lec datang dlm pukul 9 lebih n kul 9.24 she call me..but with that poor coverage..she can't reach me..n then..kul 10.00...

a message receive..you have 6 missed call from +601********  since 9.24 am..oh no!!!its 10.05 am..without wasting anytime..ak trs kol cik 2 pakai celcom..

phewww...nasib baek time ak kol 2 she's still in lobby..if ak lmbt sikit je..my mark for lec evaluation will be ZERO...then..i go to the lobby and met her and done my presentation kat bilik inspira 2...

naseb baek bilik 2 kosong..lps buat presentation lam 4 minit..my SV datang n jemput my lec to the office...

ouhhh..how can i tell u dis..that time..i feel like bersyukur pada Allah sebab semuanya berjaln lancar..

sbb presentation pown sikit..n she just asking me the basic questions..

when she come to the office..my SV..my head department came n c her and berbual-bual..its not serious conversation just berbual sambil bersantai..hehehe..

lps tu..around 11 am the conversations end n alhamdulillah our session done...

tq to my lecturer sbb tunggu till 10.00 am...and then

rite now im at office..xde keje nk wat..so update la en blog ni..huhu

then pagi ni friday at 10.17 am..HR call me n ask me wat happen yesterday..

tq about the concern..huhu..

and b4 that, she gave a little advice about my time management..

actually thats not my fault but she said that i must make an appointment firstt with my lec..

next time..make an appointment n settle..huhuhu...

rase cm geram pown ade kt HR ni..tp xley nk salahkan sape2 sbb 

all this happen atas kehendak Allah..

n kbtulan this 2 days maxis coverage sucks..huhuu..

tp sume ni ade hikmahnya..kalau lec ak x tunggu kt c2 n i just present on time..my SV mesti

not coming..n cik tu pown xkan berbual n sembang2 ngn diorunk..

to know more about my activities here..

n overall..Alhamdulillah...all settle..

ok..that's all...selamat berbuka puasa ya!!!

p/s: jdikan pengajaran untuk diri sendiri..huhu...

anything

hello n assalamualaikum...

ok..rite now im at office..bosan so use all mase lapang untuk update blog..

da lame x update..bkn xde mase but malas nk update..

same like last post..actually bnyk nk story but i couldnt help my brain xnk pikir bnyk2..

pemalas kan ak ni..huhu.

ok..today is third day of fasting..n of course..alhamdulillah im done with 2 days fasting n terawikh..

ohhh..not to 4get..salam ramadhan to all muslim..

hope this ramadhan full of Baraqah...

actually for ur info..this week is my fifth weeks in industrial training..

xupdate pown psl nk LI kann..hehe..

and guess..i choose PROTON for my training..but it is not that good.

because im just 'melangut' in front of PC..tp not everyday is a boring day..

ade gak kadang2 g unit laen n learns different things  per week.

so xde la bosan sngt...

i think xyah cite la psl pengalaman kt cni..bnyk sngt klau nk cite..

heee..

hmm..wat else..i think dats all for this entry..t ade ape2 i update k..

post yng ni ilmiah sket..tp nnt if ade something interesting i'll update k...

daaaa...

Why..???

hehehe..nape ngn title..??why..?? nothing interesting..just wondering..why i starting my own blog..bukan ape..just nk try cmne feeling ade blog ni..emm..best la gak..ley share experience ngn orng..tp kena la rajin update sbb nnt bersawang plak kan..not expect to have many followers..sbb bkn niat nk collect ramai follower pown..follower just my own fren jek..hehehe..

k..nk story pe ek..today last paper for final exam..and today i'm officially finish my 3rd year as a degree student...actually da ade kt UTeM ni da almost 5 years dah..tp rase cm baru kejap je..rase cam aritu je baru register untuk diploma kt cni..so, i have another one year here..waaa...die ade best n ade sedih jugak..why..??best sbb nnt x serabut ngn esaimen belambak n kn kene study untuk exam n sedih sbb nnt akn jarang hang out ngn member2 rapat..bukan kejap..5 tahun tuuu..cm mase form 1 until form 5..tp + lg setahun..xtau nnt next year cmne..i think i'll shed my tears again..hew3..k2..dah2 cite psl ni..da start berair da mataku ini..hehehe..

ok..how about this semester..??nothing much..same as last semester..just gain new friends and others..actually, bnyk nk story tp biasela kan..mls nk menaip..plus it almost 4.30 am..wahhh..im not sleepy...

love u allsss..

Quote for the day : "ragu-ragu tentang kehendak diri sendiri"

ok babai..c u in next chapter..kekekekeke

semua isi hatimu...

hello..hai...assalamualaikum...setelah sekian lame baru la ase cm nk upd8 en blog ni..hehehe...bkn pe..bz sket lately..ngn esaimen belambak...test..PBL...haih..pendek kate..mmng x free la..ade gak mase free tp sume digunekn ntuk rest kan..ye la..nnt x ckp rest..rugi plak kan...haa...dah bnyk ak merepek...hmm...nape ngn semua isi hatimu..??hehehe...actually ni lagu baru from 3 suara (shila,ning n jac) best gak r lagu ni..ok lah kalau nk layan..kalau dngr betul2 smbil dngr betul2 die nye lirik..peh..cukup mendalam..ngn melodi yng best..hehehe..alamak promote la plak..bnyk gak r lagu melayu yng best..nk state kt cni mls la plak nk pikir..hehehe..tp antaranya OST seindah sakura..lagu harapan ngn lagu duet 2..best gak..lagi..lagu from MOJO..2 pown best..skunk ni tngh free gile2..tp xtau pe nk wt..bosan gak r..sbb 2 la layan lagu2 yng jiwang sikit..layan perasaan sekali sekala..cewah..~~sejak bila..??since when..??hahaha...bkn pe..beri sikit ruang ntuk myself untuk muhasabah diri n pikir wat is the best for me..hehe..xde maksudkn pape tp bile kite renung sejenak..ape yng kite buat 2 kadang2 betul n salah..tp mlm ni..ak ade wat satu bende yng x pernah ak wat..hehehe..ntah la..tetibe..rase nk wt..so.i'll do it without thinking n puas ati..hehehe..kire nye da ade kemajuan la sikit..tp hopefully sume brjalan lancar..tp..xtau nape ak leyh wat...maybe sbb Allah nk tnjuk something kt ak..hehehe..tp ley tido lena la sbb mmng betul2 puas ati..hehehe..

p/s: nk tngk esok progress cmne...hehehehe~~~

terase..

ok..tngk je title mesti tertnye2 why terase..???bukan terase ape..just terasa nk menulis kt en blog ni..xtau nk ckp pe..tp cm ne ek nk expresskn feeling skunk ni..??hmmm...

confuse...

miss...

sakit hati...

sad..

loss....

sume nye bercmpur..xtau nk wt pe lg dah..hope tomorrow will be better..feel like crying tp xtau sbb ape..just follow my heart....

p/s : i miss someone soooo much....

movie...

hye...baru nk menulis kat en blog ni..hik3..biasela..time2 xde keje ni la kene rajin sket upd8 blog...bile da bz.quite difficult la nk upd8...bkn ape...doesn.t have time..bile idup da berserabut ngn esaimen2 n test2,,ha ok,,now nk story psl movie yng kitorunk baru je tngk...cite die adnan sempit 2..hehehe..pelik kan..???watch malay story kt cinema...but ape leyh wat..da nk sngt tngk plus the price for today more cheaper than other day...wednesday la katakn...cite die best...bnyk yng kelakar,,dari start cite smpai la akhir cite..kire xrugi la..hehehe...jalan cite die xde la best sngt..biase je..tp tahap kelakar die mmng x tahan la..im laughing till kuar air mata..byngkan...n we all enjoy this movie although only 4 of us yng pegi  tngk...which are me, zura tkah n ummu...hik3..ok..thats all for today...nnt len kali i upd8 lagi k..babai....

adnan sempit 2...tngk ye...

A week in Malacca

hmmm...nk taip ape ek..???dont know what to say...tp da seminggu ade kt melaka..quiet boring la coz xde keje nk wat...esaimen xde lagi..test pown x menimbun lg..so..rilex je la..smpaikan xtau nk wt pe..orng ckp mati kutu..hehehe..nk ikutkan...so lazy nk g kelas..tp trpaksa la..kene usaha sikit this sem..sbb almost subjects are killer subject..bnyk kesinambungan from las semester..so..quiet worry la sbb sem lps xde la excellent mane pown...huhuhu...ok..dis nite pown xtau nk wat ape..just watching tv jek..tp cite pown xde la best sngt...ha...weekend yng lps ade Jom Heboh kt MITC Melaka...tp xdela happening sngt like past event..but yng plng penting is ade aiman mentoror aiman hakim ridza..alaaa...actor vanilla coklat ..ensem die..mak ai...ley cair ak..hehehe...kamal adli pown ade gak...he's quiet ensem..tp aiman lagi ensem la..hehehe...jngn marah ek peminat kamal adli..it's just my opinion only..hik3...hehehe..k lah..that's all 4 tonite...assalamualaikum...

setelah 3 minggu kt umah...

hmm...nk story sal ape ek..nothing special...skunk ni dok kt umah je..smbil menggemukkan badan...x elok tol..tp nk wt cmne..xde ape nk wat...ni baru rase nk update en blog ni...mls tul..hehehe...

ari 2 mase chinese new year kowt...ak ngn kawan2 mase sekolah menengah kt MRSM Jeli..g hang out sekali..kire cm reunion la..tp xdela reunion sngt pown..12 orng jek yng join..da lame xwat bbq so kitorunk g la wat bbq kt HB Village kt PCB a.k.a Pantai Cahaya Bulan..heee..happening gak la..sbb ley jumpe kawan2 lame...xde gmbr nk tunjuk cos x ambik ngn member2..rase rugi la plak kan...lps 2..nk jadi cerite lak..esoknye 2 kitorunk g maen boling kt Billion...pegi kul 11 pagi..tp ley maen lam kul 1..menyirap gak la tp nk wt cmne..orng rmai so kene la wait for our turn..uhuhu... tp xpe yng penting ley jumpe member2 kan..??kire x putus la pershabatan ni...moga2 persahabatan kite sume kekal selama-lamanya...hehehe...
bile la nk hang out sekali plak ek..huhuhu

bnyk gak la story yng nk dicerite tp...xtau nk ckp cmne....hehehe...

kt bawah ni ade gmbr sikit mase bbq n bowling..heheeheh

ni mase bbq..hehehehe

ni lak mase bowling...

haippp...

hai..assalamualaikum...cewah...hmm..nk tulis ape ek kt en blog ni..actually ari ni ari last kt melaka as a year 3 sem 1 student..hehehe...quite borink today coz 2 of my housemate already balik hometown..so..only 3 of us left including me...huhuh..xde rase sedih sngt coz insyaAllah other 1 months we all jumpa balik...hehehe...ha..last nite we all having enjoyable nite..ape lagi..karaoke lerr...tp nk dijadikan cite..kitorunk singing till 3 hours..pheewwww...could u imagine..???smpai x tau nk nyanyi lagu ape...

ermmm..nk story ape lagi ek...ntah la..xde idea la pagi2 ni...x breakfast lg.huhu...xtau nk ckp ape..just wanna say happy holiday to all..hehhe...even the holiday only one month..but hargailah cuti 2 sebaik-baiknye...ngeee~~~daaaaa....

carik2 lagu ni kt tmpat karaoke mlm td..tp xjumpe..huk3...

setelah sekian lama....

haih...dah hmpir 1/2 tahun kan i x update blog..bkn ape..rase thap kemalasan yng amat tinggi plus sem ni mmng sem yng pling mencabar..hope next sem not like this..penat..actually..td baru abes last paper for final exam..xtau nk ckp ape psl paper kali ni..soalan sume difficult especially control system..haih..study berminggu2 tp still cant answer..poor rite..??

hmmm..ntahla..dont have story to tell u all..but..bnyk cite yng berlaku dlam sem ni..sume nye psl personal matter..sedih 2 mmng sedih..tp bile direnungkan balik..sume 2 ade hikmah yng tersembunyi..i x menyesal ngn sume yng berlaku..tp jdkan pengajarn untuk mase dpn..bende ni mmng betul2 bg ak pengjaran yng sngt besar..so..ak move on ngn bantuan kawan2 yng bnyk tolong ak..tq my frenss..without u all..xtau la ape nk jadi dngn ak ni..still rase seronok agaknye..disbbkan perkare ni jgk la ak tukar prinsip hidup ak trhadap sesuatu perkara..maybe Allah nk uji ak dngn bnde2 cmni..Dia lagi tahu ttng ape yg dirnacang untk ak..maybe after this somethng better will come to me...

wokeh..dah cite sedih..cite hapy plak..emm..ape ye..???mase awal sem ari 2..i n close frens go to PD..saje je pegi nk gather sekali..hehe..xnk la cite pnjng2..ni ade sikit gmbr untuk u allss..hehehehe

hehehe..ni mase nak balik dah..

then 2 minggu lps kowt..kitorunk g Seoul Garden...hehehe..tngk ler gmbr jgk ek...

hehehe....

K lah..ni je ntuk entry kali ni..nnt kalau rase nk upd8..i upd8 ye...babai...hehehehe